Okay, y’all, so I wasn’t dead, but I’ve been gone for a hot minute, haven’t I? The year got off to a bit of a rough start for me. Covid finally got me, and I’ve been exhausted dealing with that and stuff in real life, so I had to disappear for a little bit and get my head on straight. I’m slowly working my way back, trying not to let myself get too overwhelmed while I get back into the swing of things.
Having all this time away also gave me some time to think, which, as some of you may know, isn’t always the best thing. I don’t like to be alone with my thoughts for too long, but I had a lot of free time on my hands, and it was… something.
Now that I’m feeling a bit better and getting back into the groove of things, I’m also trying to make some changes this year. Personally and otherwise. I’ve been alone for a long time, which means that I’ve only had me to hold myself accountable, and we all know how that little voice in our heads can be. I’ve got some pretty amazing people in my life who help a lot with that. They are cheerleaders, shoulders to lean on when I need it, and I love them dearly… but I realized lately that if I ever want anything more out of my life, I’m going to have to start loving myself and seeing myself the way that others do.
And that can be hard, you guys… but I think it’s so important. I’m working on it. I’m trying to get there. I just have to keep looking ahead.
Credits:
[Shape]mine
[Head][LeLUTKA]Gaia
[Body][The Shops]Legacy Mesh Body Special Edition (1.3)
[Skin][Glam Affair]Zara
[Hair][Tram @ Collabor88]L0208 (Hud C)
[Lips][Velour]Beth Lips
[Top][Vinyl @ N21]Puff Top
[Skirt][Vinyl @ N21]Champagne Denim Skirt
[Pose][Diversion]Head to Toe 4 (edited slightly with animare)
[Tune][Colbie Caillat – Try]
I Promise I Know What I'm Doing 